I think its about time i comeup with another blog...its been a while since the last one.From the start of May i decided to go on a lockdown and to grind out 30/50nl this month.Generaly the goal is to make 40K hands and about 1.2~1.5k$ rake.I just made a sick session on redkings.You can see the graf. below.So....cya in about a month with the update guys.

Hello from me to all Hand4hand users.My name is Angel Stoev and im 22 years old.Im from Bulgaria(live and studdy in Sofia).Im playing poker for about a year and ahalf.Curently im grinding 30/50nl @ redkings poker.I love the games in redkings becouse they are 5 handed and they bring lots of action.My screen name @ redkings is 69Jessy69 so if anyone comes across me ....please dont take my stak :) Im gonna try out a nice promotion of redkings and hand4hand called points per day in wich i`ll put up lots of hands this month....so wish me luck and may the card force be with me.Good luck at the tables and cya till next time.

Hello to everyone who reads this blog. I don't like writing a lot things like blogs and such a things and because of that I will  write may be twice per month. I had never tried to make my own blog but I had read some so I have some generals idea how to make it. I hope to make a good one. I don't really expect that your comments and "good lucks" will be useful and will make me a better poker player.

So I want to start from the beginning  of my bankroll. It was 18 December 2009 and I make a deposit of 69$ in Full Tilt poker. It was my friend Yoan who tolds me that I have some talent and skills and if I start to play with bankroll there's a good chance that I will be a profitable poker player. So i start with SnG's 2$ buy in turbo 9 players. This limit is very strange, I mean some players have an idea what to do, others are so unlogical or bad. I played this limit without a HEM so the things were more difficult. After about a week playing this limit I managed to beat it and start playing 6$ SnG same type. I had 250$ in my cashier and i was happy because of the good beginning, everything seems very good and I crushed 6$ limit for a very fast and with very big profit. Then i tried to play cash games and I get tilt and loose a lot and after this I write an e-mail to the support to cut my permision of playing cash games. Then I start grinding again, things weren't going well-for about 10 days I just didn't move up or down. It was very frustrating to play  my A game and the result to be break even again and again.But after this I have a really good games at MTT and i managed to win about 3k for 2 days. The biggest part of these winnings comes in my first attempt at 26$ tourney, I finished 3rd. Then i played very well at 36$ SnG's and made nice profit.Then I have another big downswing in cash games which I start to play again. And I took a break for 3/4 days and cash out everything. Then I start playing in Red Kings with nice First Deposit Bonus. I deposit just 1k to play 25/50nl holdem hu and now I am playing NL100. There are a lots of very weak players and the regulars also aren't very good so I strongly recommend to play in Red Kings.

 

Before i start, i wanna say hello to all of you, who read this section, even though most of the blogs that i`m familiar with are written during a tilt/after-tilt periods or just to start some kind of challenges, that will practically never end :)

 In my scenario here, i`m gonna try to make a little transition between the 6max cash games i played recently to Heads-up sit`n`go tournaments. I liked the first deposit bonus offer in Redkings and digested, that if i put myself in a challenge to play ~40-50 HU sng tournaments in a day (which is gonna take me approximately 2-3 hrs), i can easily eat the bonus for 30-40 days.

 Even though some of us start their own challenges not for financial purposes, mine is going to be exactly for this :) My goal with this tournament thing will be to grind back my NL50 bankroll (conservative), which i somehow lost, while playing for a useless rake race in february in a poker network, that i frankly hate. 

So.. as you all know, the life of a poker player is not that easy. You have to be able to deal with the frustration, tilt and the huge downswings in order to be a successful player.

Well, after an year of playing cash, I have reached a crossroad in my carreer. I've busted my bank and it was more or less my mistake. This time I didn't even went trough the limits tilted, just stayed and grinded as much as I could until it was all gone. At the end I realized I have been playing my Z game the last two weeks, which, in addition to the really unlucky run, made it inevitable - I am busto.

 And now, once again I'm almost where I started an year ago.. I will either play NL100 6max for a staker (and grind my ass off in April) or just play nl50 HU with my own money (main reason is right now I cannot afford to deposit more and I don't feel like taking loans, seems too degen to me).