Hello to everyone who reads this blog. I don't like writing a lot things like blogs and such a things and because of that I will  write may be twice per month. I had never tried to make my own blog but I had read some so I have some generals idea how to make it. I hope to make a good one. I don't really expect that your comments and "good lucks" will be useful and will make me a better poker player.

So I want to start from the beginning  of my bankroll. It was 18 December 2009 and I make a deposit of 69$ in Full Tilt poker. It was my friend Yoan who tolds me that I have some talent and skills and if I start to play with bankroll there's a good chance that I will be a profitable poker player. So i start with SnG's 2$ buy in turbo 9 players. This limit is very strange, I mean some players have an idea what to do, others are so unlogical or bad. I played this limit without a HEM so the things were more difficult. After about a week playing this limit I managed to beat it and start playing 6$ SnG same type. I had 250$ in my cashier and i was happy because of the good beginning, everything seems very good and I crushed 6$ limit for a very fast and with very big profit. Then i tried to play cash games and I get tilt and loose a lot and after this I write an e-mail to the support to cut my permision of playing cash games. Then I start grinding again, things weren't going well-for about 10 days I just didn't move up or down. It was very frustrating to play  my A game and the result to be break even again and again.But after this I have a really good games at MTT and i managed to win about 3k for 2 days. The biggest part of these winnings comes in my first attempt at 26$ tourney, I finished 3rd. Then i played very well at 36$ SnG's and made nice profit.Then I have another big downswing in cash games which I start to play again. And I took a break for 3/4 days and cash out everything. Then I start playing in Red Kings with nice First Deposit Bonus. I deposit just 1k to play 25/50nl holdem hu and now I am playing NL100. There are a lots of very weak players and the regulars also aren't very good so I strongly recommend to play in Red Kings.

My goal and my expectation from the poker are not so  interesting. I wanna save enough money next few months cause in September I am going to study in England. But don't get me wrong I am not playing for the money only. The main reason i play poker is that I adore the feeling when i climb up trough the limits. I like to know that I am playing better and better. And the money are really only for motivating me in the difficult moments when i get tilt.

 So for everyone who have just started to play poker I highly recommend playing in ongame because of the good bonuses that are aviable for hand4hand.com users. There are just no reason playing in Full Tilt or Pokerstars with a lots of regulars on the tables and very small rake back and bonuses. In Ongame there are also so many bad players. I really think my biggest mistake was that I start playing in Full Tilt.  Don't get me wrong I like it but it's just not profitable enough.

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Hello,

I haven’t written for about a month and now I decided to update my blog. During this time many things happen with my bankroll, with me and with my game. After my first post of the blog I was going really well. I was just crushing the nl50 HU and for two weeks I made about 2 k profits. At this time I was very happy, I feel comfort playing this stake and I played really well my A game. But then I went into downswing and everything went wrong I was beat again and again and few days ago I have only 2 buy ins bankroll for nl30. I told myself that I just couldn’t afford loosing my bankroll and I think this was the key moment I start again playing aggressively very confident in what I am doing. Right now I am again on winning stream I hope everyone is also running well. I wish you good luck and may be see you at the tables.